Well today is a good day. I am going to meet with my boss and hopefully start work back up on Monday. I've been laid off. It has put me in a better mood that I will be working again. I always feel worse about myself when I do not have a Job. I can't do just anything because of my anxiety so it is very important to me my old employer wants me back now. I am going to keep this positive vibe going I hope and everything keeps going in the right direction. I need a break from negativity. I hope everyone else is having a good day and if not then I wish those who are not can find the strength to keep going. Much love.