((((((((((((jmb221)))))))))))))))) Welcome to PC

Wow, seems like you've got a lot going on that isn't helping you very much right now. Lots of stress isn't good for making a person feel better about themselves or life very much.

I'm glad you're on paid leave from work, because being in a job under stress because the job really isn't suited for you has got to suck! Sorry your boss isn't more supportive either, but frequently people don't know what to do to help us (or what *not* to do) because not very many people really understand being depressed.

What happened during your session that you think made things worse for you right now? Did they say something? I'm glad you're in the process of finding out med levels too... although I know it's a long process to find correct dosages and drugs.

Nothing in life seems really easy does it? (rhetorical question)

Please keep posting here and talking things out. Send me a PM anytime if you need someone to talk to more privately.

Take care of YOU. You're important. Hope the baby shower goes well too.