Thank you Vanaheimr for answering and still talking with me.
i've been thinking about answering and what answering you but im in a weird moment of my life now, when i feel im done talking about myself. at least for a while.
but if you feel like talking and sharing something about you, here on the forum or with me through PMs, i'll be here for you… and PMs are welcome anytime. i may not be as wise and educated as you, but i can be a good listener, i think…
i'll keep this thread in mind anyway, and maybe will eventually add stuff and answer…
Thank you again, all the best to you and anyone else reading this