They say when you’re having a hard time not to isolate yourself. I feel that’s what I’ve been doing. I’m not sure why. I feel like when I reach out nobody notices me but I’m not sure if that’s just sadness and anxiety skewing my reality.

It’s been one thing after another these past several months. More bad news today... just when I was starting to feel stronger again... I am trying to remain positive.

Sometimes life just kind of beats you down. Most of it is out of my control. Serious issues with the kids, my job. Why is it that friends don’t seem to be around when you need them most? Have I pushed them away? I thought I was there for them when they needed me but as soon as my life started falling apart I felt invisible.

I don’t want to pull away from PC. This place has been a great source of support. Thank you for listening.