no i'm not seeing a therapist or taking medication, i think my mom might know because i yelled at her a couple of times when i was pretty upset that i'm thinking of suicide. I spoke to a therapist this week and she said that I need to get help but I don't know how to tell my mom that I need help. Yeah i'm moving far away from home its pretty scary because i don't know if i'll fit in and i hate going to new places. I listen to music sometimes,I think i need more than music or crying and i can't go for walks where i live. and i usually feel terrible after crying.