Honestly, I am stable. I'm so stable it's scary!

Hear me out guys, I think this may be my anxiety or just me self-sabotaging.

I am on a good med-combo, working full-time and I have been sleeping well.

My boyfriend comes home in less than 5 days and I'm so excited!!!

So why this agonizing feeling of mania over the horizon, waiting, lurking and scheming to ruin my life???!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bad thoughts STOP!!!!