I think you have been emotionally and mentally abused if you have to question getting him back ?? Back to what ? Calling you horrible things? To cheat on you again? No ! You deserve better, maybe you don’t realize it right now... but you do.

Find a Therapist to help you process all this abuse and sort out your life so you can make positive changes.

You deserve someone a hell of a lot better than this lousy excuse of a human being like him.