(((((((((((wants2fly))))))))))
It's ok life is pretty much like that well for me too.
Just remember that things may feel a little aaaaahhhhhh right now but things for change.
I ask myself sometimes who said we're meant to be happy all the time anyway.
I don't know of anyone who is always happy.
Take care have some of my happiness at the moment for once i have some and i'm willing to share.