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Maybe you can get your therapist to help you tell her? It's got to be easier than trying to do it by yourself... I know I put off telling my family I was depressed and on ADs for a few months afterwards because I just didn't want to deal with their reaction. They weren't ecstatically happy, but glad enough that I was helping myself. You'll never know until you try...

I feel pretty horrible after I cry too, but sometimes it can help. Moving is scary... I only moved a short distance away from my family, and wound up being depressed for the first few months because I wasnt adjusting nicely. Learned a very important lesson though, when you move to a new place - do NOT isolate yourself, even if you feel like it. That will just wind up making you feel worse.

Send me a PM if you want to talk okay? We're all here for you, to walk with you through all of these changes in your life.