Stop it. Fercrisakes. I don't mean stop it, like stop it, I mean something like, I can't stand it. I mean that it's so hard for you right now, and your fussing about what it looks like, and to people who have seen it all. C'mon angel, give yourself that much space. You can be here, you need to be here. Keep posting. Remember the ones who are here are trying to keep their own heads above the tide too. Many of your posts have moved me to respond but I couldn't at the time. just how it is. I'm also not the best at going thru the posts efficiently and miss a lot. You are welcome to pm me anytime. I tend to be in and out quite a bit .

Hang in Angel.