Why are people so damn mean?!?? You think you have a friend....weeeeeell then they turn their backs and hate you. What did you do? Ah, well thats simple. Ya got upset about something hateful THEY f'n said! God forgive me for having emotions. I'm so damn sorry that YOU hurt MY feelings! Why do I have to be perfect? I don't espect perfection, why do others????

Why can't I be perfect? Why can't I fit in? And why do I care so much?!? Everyone I go I feel like an outcast...always watching for what others think of me. I feel like everyone hates me and therfore I hate myself. Why?? Everything seems hopeless which makes me feel worse. I just wanna hide and not leave my house and hurt!