You're not alone.... once you start to say things about your disorder you'll feel embarrassed at first but when everyone else tells you they can relate, you can help each other out and find ways to cope with your feelings. I haven't found a way to cope with it yet but i'm working on that in counceling sessions and appointments with my dietitian. If you ever want to just vent, you're more than welcome to e-mail me at LivinWithED@hotmail.com.