calmed down today . . . I am going to give her the benefit of the doubt . . . just going to be a good boy and do as I am told . . . blood presssure was much better today . . . there are rare times that it is almost normal . . . so not really sure what all is going on . . . I will message md next week . . . the cemetary was a good idea . . . hard to make an old man cry sometimes . . . and sometimes you just need too . . . . your a good friend Christina . . . thanks for being here . . .