Hugs to you, @Purple,Violet,Blue!

It IS a journey of discovery, growth and healing that I have now just embarked on.

I've been good at giving advice and at helping others on their journeys all of my life, and now it's time that I look inwards and wok on my emotional self.

I'm kind of like the mental health counselor who became a good therapist yet who had trouble facing their own issues.

I am now ready to face my own issues.

I have NO idea where this came from within me either. Perhaps I just reached a point in my life where I felt enough is enough. I'm done... I need to heal and really work on my inner world now... I've been SO focused on my career for YEARS, that I've put this all off for years. Now I think I have the space mentally and emotionally to do this work finally.