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chihirochild · Jan 18, 2020 at 08:27 PM

Dear T (again),

Yeah I really want to SH. It’s not at a level where I’m actually going to do it, I just really want to. Not sure why—I think I want to punish myself for wishing that you would hold me and this feels like a way to punish the yearning body as well as the mind.

Also I really don’t want to have to work in the ICU tomorrow. I effing hate it.

-c

chihirochild Magnate Member Since Feb 2017 Location: North America Posts: 2,360 7 4,865 hugs given	Jan 18, 2020 at 08:27 PM Dear T (again), Yeah I really want to SH. It’s not at a level where I’m actually going to do it, I just really want to. Not sure why—I think I want to punish myself for wishing that you would hold me and this feels like a way to punish the yearning body as well as the mind. Also I really don’t want to have to work in the ICU tomorrow. I effing hate it. -c