Washing done and I started cleaning up this morning.

Next year hopefully will be my final year here and soon it will be time to clear out my tiny studio which has actually become my home. Because of the distance I know I won't be able to take everything back with me - so I'm trying to do it slowly in bits. (Could send it back in boxes but it will be ££).

I donated a full bag of clothing this morning. Letting go of some of the items were hard, but they didn't feel like me anymore. That I've changed in just a few years. I haven't been able to touch the sweaters my grandmother gave me. I haven't spoke about her at all, but feelings about her are seeping out now 5 months later.

Also donated to that charity because being in a suicidal crisis can be scary and not everyone can afford therapy.

A song for you: