Instead of Racing thoughts, racing feelings: one, the other, another one.
In a second: now, happy; next so full of energy I am going to end up flying (redbuuuuuull); then,
AHAHAH; so tired but go runnnnnning; I am useledd worthless; stupid; the most perfect stupid human beeing; I love my dog.
It is exahusting.
I AM NOT TIRED
I have to sleep, I am sleepy
I am not
Do any of you get it?
What is wrong with my brain?!?
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Crazy, inside and aside
Meds: bye bye meds
CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions
"Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance."
I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison-