My T called because she was concerned about an email I sent to her office. She has temporarily fixed our scheduling problem but in still think I may need to find a new T closer to work. She said she cares and is worried about me. That she is not cold hearted but it is still her job. So there it is out in the open. She may care but in the end everything in the end is just her job. Of course I have always known this but to hear her say it still stings.