I'm sort of all over the place. In order to challenge myself, I randomly re-activated my online dating profile to force myself to socialize. I met up with someone today. I thought things were going okay, but he took something I said out of context. Sometimes I'm awkward and bad at expressing myself. But come to think of it, although we were able to talk about some shared interests, there wasn't much chemistry. I admit I am not really in the right mental space to date and will probably go back into my shell after this. Dating is really not the answer to my problems right now. In fact, it will probably only give me more problems. I just didn't think any of this through.