I am not Sure, Crook32. On the one hand, I agree with @bluebicycle. On the other, I am not sure if you may run up into some problems if they find out that You DO suffer From Bipolar afterwards. Is there anyone you can talk to about this? It seems important! I wish You the BEST of Luck in any case! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Crook32, your Family, your Friends and ALL of Your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!