I am afraid I have no idea what may be causing this to you, @Rive1976, but I'd certainly talk to your Doctors and Therapists as soon as I can if you haven't done it already. Did you explain ALL of this to them? Did they say anything? Please stay safe. You deserve to get better! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Rive1976, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!