Slow day here. Taking N3 to his piano lesson in an hour. He actually practiced this week! I hope it shows at his lesson. I slept in and had crazy dreams about giving birth. Peter didnt hear from me this morning- sometimes I need a break from people- and in fact I specifically need a permanant break from HIM- so he texted me was there something wrong with me- maybe something happened. I feel smothered and im getting to think that his version of our relationship is not the same as mine. In fact, I want to end it. Period. Now *I* want to make chocolate chip cookies but I have no chocolate chips and my daughter took the cooking bowls when she moved out! *sigh...*