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Gymgirl71, I'm very sad to see you stuck in such a maddening addiction cycle with this man. You are addicted to this relationship and to fixing this man. It's masochistic and self-destructive. It's so very hard to see you continue the cycle over and over again, when it's SO destructive to YOU, your mental health and your well-being. I cannot give any more advice on this matter than I already have. I do hope you see the light one day and get yourself out of this madness, for your own health, your sanity, and your happiness. You deserve SO much better. Please know this.