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Old Jan 20, 2020, 08:28 PM
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Finally have all the documents needed for the new apartment complex. Will likely meet with my case manager this week to drop stuff off.

I'm doing well overall. I hung out with my friend yesterday. We watched a funny movie then played one of his card games, Marvel Champions.

The afternoon/early evening today was weird, I just felt very disconnected from reality. I took a really hot shower and chewed some gum to try to kind of ground myself. I'm feeling better now. Probably need to cut back on the caffeine. It's kind of hit or miss on how it affects me, sometimes I can drink tons of coffee all day long and have no problems, feel great, other times it sets off some severe anxiety.

I kind of took the past two days "off" from stressing so I've avoided thinking about the move and some other stuff going on because I spent a week stressed beyond belief and feeling like being ready to snap. I needed a break from myself basically.

Started implementing some better habits into my life. Praying the Rosary daily, reading 50 pages every day, drinking more water, taking more walks.

It's been freezing here lately, around 10 degrees Fahrenheit or less, plus a lot of wind. I'm just glad to have a warm apartment with my two cats.
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Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type
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