I have been on Lamotrigine for years now. About 6 months ago we increased my dosage to 300mg.
I was still struggling a lot with depression, and at times major suicidal thoughts. I saw a different pdoc, and he agreed to increasing the dose to 400mg.
This was about a month ago. Still no improvement, possibly even worse. Having little meltdowns, the odd suicidal thought, feeling worthless and alone, and over-reacting over pretty small things.

Has anyone experienced Lamotrigine making the depression worse?

Am I really wrong in wanting to stop this medication?

I am BP 2, but hardly ever have hypomania, so I am really not too worried not being on a mood stabiliser. I actually think I may just be suffering from MDD and not BP.
It's the depression I need to kick.
I am so disillusioned and upset that meds are just not helping.

I have taken myself back to 300mg the last few days. I intend to titrate at 100mg/week until I'm off it