I can relate in part. I, too, find difficult doing ANYTHING when I'm overwhelmed. Please don't give up. It seems like you could use some help. Have you considered seeing a Therapist? Maybe that could help a bit! Please give it a try. Talk about ALL of this to your Parents as well. I am sure they'll understand your struggles if you just explain it to them. Wishing you the absolute BEST of Luck! Let us know how it works out! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @WantPeaceofMind, your Family, your Friends, and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!