Since I'm still hunting for emotions for my writing project, I thought about self-destructiveness. I don't think it's an emotion either--it's a state caused by emotions like hatred or fear or anger.

Still four more emotions to go (minimum). I'm gonna get Info to do my homework for me tomorrow.

And the whole thing is getting annoying because the upshot is we write about one of the emotions/moments, and I already know which one that will be, so...