I think I probably am. I suffer from social anxiety and depression. I hardly ever get out of my house. Our neighbor just died a couple days ago. A very nice man. His visitation is tonight. I know I should go. He was a good neighbor. But I'm thinking that I just can't go. There will be so many people there and I will be expected to talk to his wife and family.

My husband definitely will be going. I was thinking of just writing his wife a nice sympathy note. I know I should go, for the family and for my husband. I am so nervous. I am afraid of causing a scene or something. Can I stay home and not be a bad person?