<font color="purple"> </font> I quit using 3 days ago & at certain times it becomes very hard for me to handle! the thought of picking up overwelms me & it makes it hard for me! thats when i really need help b/c i can't do this on my own. every time i've tried i've failed! i also deal with severe depression & being bi-polor. recently i haven't been able to see my baby girl ,Alyssa, b/c of my addiction, and that is what is keeping me clean right now! I also enrolled myself in the local clinic for counceling & group theropy & i also have been attending n|a meetings! I recently found this website & i am really excited about it! i hope to meet some friends on here & get some support from u all as well!