You are so right. I don't want to apologize anymore. I don't want to always take the blame. I except her faults, but you are correct she needs to work on herself as well. Why am I the only one with such giant expectations? It's really making me distant lately.

I don't really feel like we have a marriage anymore. It is her and the baby and I am just in the way most days. It's not jealousy at all. I think marriage should come first. If the child can see a strong loving bond between their parents then they would want the same out of their future relationships. I don't want her to become self entitled and co-dependent if this makes sense, lol.