I was just diagnosed with Bipolar disorder about 2 months ago and i almost feel like a crazy person. I dont know why no one seems to think that i'm still myself even with it. Everyone sterotypes me now and i dont understand. The only outlet i have is a friend i have that he has been bipolar for 10 years. But i still feel like i am in a shell. I didnt know whatwas wrong with me for so long and now that i know i feel better but then again i dont. My mom was always the one that said oh no we've been through this your not bi-polar blah blah. She wouldnt get my my medication or anything else that i needed. I was diagnosed with severe depression and adhd when i was younger but that doesnt make any sense. because if i had depressionn i would be down all the time and not having moments where i am hyper and happy. not even adhd can explain that. I dunno i just feel lind of weird. and i also dont think that someone with adhd hears things or sees things. I've head voices since i was 17 and i'm now 22. I'm so totally confused about this and i have no idea what to do.
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