Holy carp, that's awful. Sounds like you did nothing wrong, so try to keep that in mind whenever you're stressed out. Other people's problems are not your fault.

I used to have a kid brother that blamed me for whatever whenever he felt like it. My mother believed him, so I got into trouble a lot. Awful kid, but he grew-up all-right. Wouldn't want to be in that situation again though, and yours sounds way worse. But it's not your fault! Whatever they do, whatever they make you do, it's not because it's all your mistake. It's not. And you can survive this. Even while living with your parents. Remember, you won't have to do that forever.


It's not your fault. You can survive this. It will get better. Stay strong, and vent here whenever you have to.