Welp, 1500 of Depakote, 30 of Restoril, and 50 of Thorazine got me about 3 hours of some of the worst quality sleep I have ever had. I did get a little drowsy, which was great, before laying down. But crazy, dysphoric dream/nightmare things. Not really sure what they were. Constant, constant, constant waking up, if I ever really was very asleep. Maybe that was it--maybe I just never really fully fell asleep.

Pretty sure we are basically out of med options here. Guess I am just going to have to take my version of the Christina approach and try to stop freaking about it all the time. Just ride it. Whatever happens, happens. I guess if I get tired, I will lay down.

On the plus side, definitely not psychotic at all really. Or manic. I guess the lithium plus the Depakote plus the Abilify are doing the trick and that's much appreciated. Onward.