I don’t think it matters now because I think they are throwing me out. It started when I asked if I could get on the cancellation list for this week due to sui thoughts. Hours later, no response so I wrote back and said I wasn’t coming back. And then I felt bad so I wrote and begged T not to quit on me.

It’s probably over.

None of this happened until the incident when I mentioned the rudeness.

Maybe now she can be talking to him about getting rid of me.