Sweetpea!! This is NOT Karma! Your emotions are doing their job! However this problem got locked in place, it is not natural to you. That is why it is nagging you to be validated so it will leave.

It will subside, but you have to let it run it's course. You can tell your emotions to hang on until you are somewhere private so you can grieve freely. I do that when something gets triggered and I am out in public. Then once I am home, I address it.

All of this is new too you; you will learn as you go what helps and what doesn't. Please, try to honor what your feelings are telling you. xoxoxoxox

I apologize if I am coming on too strong. I see you suffer and it kills me. But that is my issue to manage and it isn't for me to burden you with that.

Once you get through this, the rest will be easier because you see how it works. Not easier, but I think you know what I mean.