I an going to write everything down and be sincere with him. He only works two days a week (Wednesday and Thursday). I am afraid he will think I am lying, the appointment I had on december with my new pdoc went really bad, he said she was a good doctor! And I have passed all my examns and my instructor at the hospital is pretty happy with me as a student... (I am reslly good at hiding distress)

Crazy, inside and aside

"Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance."
I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison-