Dean, like I said, you are young yet and just learning the ropes and you are eager too. BELEIVE ME, you will find others and make it a point to TAKE YOUR TIME. Everyone loves to feel love and part of that is coming from coming of age to mate, it's nature's trick and can literally brainwash a person. You have plenty of time yet to explore, find yourself FIRST and then think about what kind of person would be a good match for you.