I'm kinda worried that I am being pushed into management by my boss and peers. I don't want to do management. Management means travel, and travel means immense stress. I just CAN'T cope with travel. I CAN'T.

All I want is a job where I drive to work and then drive back home. No airplanes, no trains, no busses, no boats, nada. I want ZERO travel.

My therapist thinks I'd make a "good boss," but I don't care. I DON'T want to travel. It's always international travel here. I absolutely WILL quit my job if I have to become a manager who travels. I became an irritable, paranoid, hypomanic person last time I went overseas. And the same thing happened the time before that. I do NOT want that sh_t happening again. I'd rather have NO job than be tormented every single day.

I don't know what the f*** is wrong with people in thinking that travel is "always good." No, it is NOT good for everyone. Not everyone wants to travel. Not everyone is stress free. Not everyone wants to cope with all the bullsh_t that travel comes with. Why don't people get that??? I am not some kind of superhuman.

Sorry for the rant, but I really hate where my job is going