((Krazibean))

I know how hard it is when T goes away. Believe me when I tell you that many of us are in the same boat as you and you are not alone.

But not facing her doesn't change the fact that she is going away. Can you possibly go and give yourself the gift of the two of you together? Or, can you call her and request a phone appointment? Then you don't have to face her, but you can let her know what you are feeling. She might be able to help you manage those feelings.

My T is going away the week after next. I know I will be very anxious while he is gone and even worse will be the reconnection when he comes back.

So, hang in there and allow yourself to call her. Maybe you can feel good for a little bit.

Peace