Maybe.

but i cant help wndering why asking me to email them and then not answering or answering with something she could have just said in last session??? why hurting me with that last email?

and why acting so differently than in the past?

and what are they feeling about me?

why letting me think there may have been a real closure (where they had things to tell me) and then just disappear. is this the right closure accordingly to them?

and

maybe i just reacted as a child, but the more the time passes the more convinced i am that i dont want to go back.

i just wish we had a better closure where there are no unsaid things from their part, which is what they made me believe with their last contacts….

im really mad, disappointed and hurt and confused. they should have just left it at that, without asking me for one last email. all of this wouldnt have happened!