i let go of the life preserver... i was anticipating this day
my dr visit....
i love the psychologist i got. he's great and has a PHD so i trust him. he gave me an Axis 1 dx of bipolar 1 rapid cycling.
the MD who i guess you'd call a pdoc was an %#@&#!.
he laughed at me when i told him i have severe manic episodes.
he asked intrusive questions and said i would have to be hospitalized involuntarily if i didnt take a prescription and agree to stay medicated... cuz of the homocidal and suicidal behaviors and thoughts.
i hate that guy and im not going back to him.
i regret this .. all of it.
and now im cutting
sorry i dissapoint you guys .
i am hopeless, so just stop trying ok?