@BirdDancer: Thanks for your kind words of support as one experienced pet-parent to another.


In other news i am still upset about Scrabble. The situation there seems impossible. I went out for dinner with my tablet and tried to study but it just seemed pointless. I'm at the top of my division and can't make the leap to the next division and can't get a competitive game. Also i just feel so worthless for having put so much work into Scrabble and getting so little out of it. One opponent said i am having Pyrrhic victories, victories won at excessive cost. True that. So i feel worn-out by Scrabble.


I had a few drinks tonight as i felt at wits end. I've taken six times my dose of Clonazepam and am hoping it will kick in soon. I feel being a drunk and a junkie are viable options at this point. They say boredom can't kill you, but you might wish it could.