Maybe this won't matter soon because I'm moving soon and will have a new doctor, but I've been going crazy because there is a diagnosis that all of my therapists thought I had and said I needed diagnosed, and even my relatives and complete strangers have made comments. (ASD). One therapist even gave me screenings and diagnosed it, but my psychiatrist said the therapist couldn't trump her diagnosis.
But my psychiatrist says no, I don't have that. While others have said it's obvious. I've been battling this for years... I've exausted posting on ASD forums... I'm bipolar big time complicating things but I have past trauma from being a disabled child (social skills problems, severe meltdowns I still get, being known as the bird girl, even ADHD symptoms, etc...) But my doctor didn't think my childhood matters!
This was set off by finding an old childhood psych report from 1994 that reminded me of my past... If I find the right doctor or psychologist I can get some peace... not even books like one I have about different childhood disorders have helped...
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