Laura, you were reporting horrible episodes of depression just maybe 2-3 months ago.

I’ve watch you struggle for numerous years on here now, and usually you don’t remember them, which happens to many people with Bipolar , it’s just your brain protecting you I feel.

I know you don’t want to have Bipolar but I know you have been diagnosed for many years now and you self admit you just wont stay Med compliant.

Yes people with no mental health illness have moods up and down but not to the extremes we do.

I hope one day you can accept that you do have an illness that medications can ease symptoms at least.