Every poster has given you outstanding information, in my opinion. That said, hear me loud and clear. I am not judging you. Not judging at all. But, if you have for whatever reasons withheld information from your care teams, then, in my opinion, all your previous diagnoses are suspect and you need to start all over. This is just my take and others may disagree. But that's how I feel about your story. Just listening to what is happening now, I am getting a major bipolar 1 vibe. Irritaility and agitation are textbook bp 1 symptoms, by the way. People just don't talk about it. Again, this is all just me and everyone else's mileage of course can vary.

I think you need to tell you psychiatrist you have held back important information and you want to disclose it now. Tell he everything, even if you think it won't matter. It might be critical to her. Don't worry about her thinking you are lying. She takes care of people with these stories for a living, all day long, every day. Just tell her what is going on. Then, I think you can start to get some traction here.

I hope you can sleep a little tonight.