I had the most horrible irritability you can imagine, I just wanted everyone from the Earth to dissapear. I couldnt sleep at all, I couldnt rest even taking benzos. I was thinking on ending it just because I couldnt stand anymore that agitation. I was taking a massive dosage of Klonipin (clonazepam) while trying to control it (to the point my pdoc got scared when he found I was taking up to 15-20mg a day). Gabapentin/Pregabalin calmed me a bit but not really much. I was like this for maybe 3 months until my pdoc gave me depakine.

I doubt I told the IP pdocs about how I felt, I guess they just saw me angry and half sedated from klonopil/Gabapentin/Pregabalin. Actually, nowadays for me it is really hard to understand how I could be awake while taking that amount of meds, last nigth I took 0.25mg of xanax and I have slept 7h (I woke up at 4:30 and at 6:00, but I could keep sleeping... Thanks to xanax, of course).

I haven't really thought about it, actually for some reason I thougth they could notice your MI without you saying really much anything. I guess that is why I got many whatever-NOS instead of a more specific diagnosis (beyond PTSD that is the only thing I have told them in details).