Take care.

I know how hard it is to take meds, they cause a lot of side effects and even those that cause little of them It can be really hard to take them everyday

I think the most important rigth now it is to be careful and take care of yourself. Eat healthy, excersise, meditate, sleep every nigth enough, ... And maybe set some rules (like, as an example of what I do, before spending more than 20€ on a new idea, I wait at least 2 weeks and ask someone about it to be 100% it is not a crazy impulssive idea I will later regret).

As an adult, it is your decision to take or not to take meds, and who to tell about it. It can have bad consequences, anyway ...

Stay safe ♥️

Crazy, inside and aside

"Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance."
I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison-