I am afraid it is bipolar because many pdoc would try to force meds if it is the case. I know the theory: if you are not harming yourself or others, they cannot force you to take meds. But there are so many bad pdocs that would force you anyway... Once I was IP I was told if I didnt take abilify, they wouldn't release me
I told that pdoc I had taken it in the past and It made me feel awful but he didn't care and forced me to take it. Thats why I do not want them to think I am bipolar/psychotic.... (Them=pdocs). I am going to try to tell everything to my therapist (a clinical psychologist) so he can understand it and help me (I have had a good experience with him)