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Old Jan 26, 2020, 03:19 PM
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Originally Posted by bluebicycle View Post
I got 2 hours of sleep last night. I went to bed at 2am and gave up at 4am.

I don't know why I couldn't sleep. It was weird as hell. I just wasn't tired...?

In other news, I officially have my first guitar lesson on Tuesday!! I'm super excited to go to it!! I think I'm actually going to stick with guitar this time, so I hope that it all works out for me. I'm going to dedicate quite a bit of time to practicing to get better, like 1 hour a day. I actually kinda wanna record myself practicing every single day (or at least every week) so that I can see my progress.

I wish I could sing, but I can't. My voice is awful. lol. I also have poor control over my voice in general. My therapist thinks my flat affect and flat vocal tone (which is the problem here) might be due to Asperger's, although I would have to undergo testing for that.
I am sorry about the sleep issue. I hope you are okay without sleep once in awhile?

Wow! A lesson already! Nice job! I hope you enjoy this very much!
Santana did not sing, did he? If so, it never impressed me, so if he sang is was not great! You might be the next Santana! ?

You sometimes mention the fact that your therapist mentions the fact that she feels you have flat affect. Do you feel like this is true? If so, do you perceive this to be a "problem" for you? And if so, is it possible to simply practice showing affect? I truly do not know that answer and I am hesitant to ask because I honestly like you just the way you are. I am wondering, though, if you would like the flat affect issue to be different? Do you feel it interferes in your life in any problematic way?

I love ya!
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