so weird... he said.. he told one of us... that he was going on vacation... but I can't find the alter he told...

I am "JustMe"... an alter...

so... am kinda.. upset... that as I was leaving he said "you know, I mentioned that I wouldn't be here next week"...

and gezzzzzzzzzzz I can't dispute it... because he could have told one of us.. but I keep pretty good tabs on that kind of thing...

so... methinks.. he thought he told us... or... he is using the old "I told one of the alters defence for forgetting to tell us"..

either way... I am having a "meltdown"... and am going to cancel therapy for next week... it upsets my alters that he is gone.. and.. well.... when they get upset... they... react... by cancelling..

yes.... I know this doesn't help me.. I know... but gezzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..

where is he when I need him.... so... I will allow.. the cancelling to happen... blah to him... is what I say...

and yes.. I know.. he needs vacations... but I need to express my anger too..